Thursday, February 20, 2014

I Don't Care If You Read This

Can I be honest with you? I really don't like sharing my life with anyone. I want to just live in my happy little bubble, create magnificent things and enjoy the special people in my life.

I've continued to have a pressing force in the back of my mind and heart that I am to share. Share what I am doing, how I think, beleive, and plans I am moving towards. 

I don't like the idea one bit, but I will do the best I can to share.

It's interesting that something you feel you are suppose to do, is the thing you hate most. Why does it have to be that way?

I do not like to be in the limelight or have light shown on what I'm doing. I repulse the idea actually. I have ran and hid from this responsibility for years, but it has now cornered me. I will give you all I can. It is going to take work, humility and practice, but I will share.

To be honest, if you like what I share or not, I don't care. I can't care. It's hard enough laying your life out a silver platter for the world to see, so I can't care what results, praise or hate comes from it.

I am moving out of fear of my soul being destroyed, if I do not move.

I hope that one day that energy will be transferred to wanting to help people out of love and not out of duty.

Love me or hate me,
My Name is Dreamer Di

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  1. This is exactly what I've been trying to convince myself to do for over a year. Part of me wants to let it all out, but I've kept everything in so long that I'm afraid of what will happen when I'm no longer in control of my own information. I don't want to share my life; I want to keep it all to myself. I also know that if I do share, maybe someone will be benefited by it. I haven't been able to convince myself either way. Since you have been sharing your life with others, what advice do you have for me? Is it worth it to share?

    1. Hey Rachel,
      Thanks for your response. All I know is, people have been inspired and have received help from hearing about my life. And all I did was share... My motto to keep creating has been, "If I can touch one person with this work, my job is accomplished." You never know how your story can affect someone. Pray about what you share and God will lead you. :)